another "suara hati"

nt feeling well so kna mkan byk ubat...
makan ubat ni sangat memenatkan forgot to mention that i hate meds so much...
i've never makan ubat lebuh dr 1 tablet a time but now i have to take bout 4 to 5 tablet atime plus 10 ml expectorant yang memang xsedap without plain water...(hate that so much)...
n forgot to mention da s.e..hate that too....

then now, bout someone yg annoy u when u r sick...hate that so much...when i'm sick, i want supportive friend not friend that 'kutuk2 or ngata u or merendahkan urself'...
hate that...


p/s: there's 1 thing that i'm thankful for....
i'm free from swine flu...
thanks god...(alhamdulillah)

some1 wanna bring me "PELANGI"

hahahaha....sukenye...
ada org nk tlg blikan pelangi 4 me...suke2...
hopefully dpt cepat la...dapat baca...
dh lama sgt tgu sambungan pelangi ni.....

waaaaa.....seronok(muka bahagia).....
xsabar sgt nih....(wink2)

aku rasa....

Tetiba rasa nak luahkan rasa hati....(yg dh agak weng ni….)

My life agak miserable skang…
wt da penempatan yg xtentu…
as I said bila penmpatan xtentu nk kemas barang pun malas so it makes my room messy…then when it happen mula la wat aku sakit kepala….. so just decided to stay here(this is da best decision now so just proceed la kot….any problem berbangkit deal kemudian je la)
next…
wt da lec yg dh start p stil can’t be cope….
lec dh start tp macam susah nak paham…ntah la nape….aku ni byk makan semut kot masa cuti sebab tu cm ‘benak’ skit skang….dunno how to deal wt it…. Still trying my best,hopefully dapat cope cepat la or else I’ll be in big trouble…
then…
wt da sickness yg lambat beno nk ilang….
First,aku demam…then tmbah selsema plak,then start sakit tekak….bertambah2 sakitnya….kalo 1 by 1 mebi sng skit nk deal….but…. smpai 1 tahap aku dh suspect myself kna h1n1(nauzubillah)….mintak dijauhkan…. Sib bek semua tu dh agak kurang so aku assume balik yg aku ni kna penyakit biasa(girl’s pnya penyakit)…. 1 more…nk gelak lak bila cte sal sakit2 ni kt my sis…mula la dia promote segala ‘mak nenek’(supplement) yg dia amik tuk aku skali….sebab byk sgt yg dia promote smpai aku pun dh lupa apa….huhu…sory sis…(no offense)
Lastly,
Ni sal org yang aku igt nak jadik kawan(berkawan ngan aku),so aku terima je la kan ….org ckp berkawan biar beribu,bercinta biar satu….eh jap…ada kna mengena ke 2?? Silap2… berkawan ni berhati2 but musuh jangan dicari….(haha, xpasal aku wat peribahasa sendiri)
Back to my prob..aku igt org tu nk kwn betul la…tp dia just nk cr kawan untuk buat benda pelik ngan dia…cakap pun pelik2….sib bek kt ym je…kalo la depan mata,maunya aku langkah seribu ni… n to be honest aku stil shock wt dat situation n makes me pk byk bila nk kawan sebab world is not safe anymore(huhu…haru…) tp betul, dunia ni dh xbape slamat…dlu xpenah jd kt diri sendiri so aku rasa benda2 weird n smting like still far from me…tp skang dat things dat happen 2 me make me think dat everything can happen in a blink of eyes and bleh jadik depan mata bila2 je…..

Konklusi….
1)take 1 step at a time
2)don’t jump into conclusion so easily
3)be carefull!!!
Dh la tu luahan perasaannye….

nice cup cake....