skip beat....

skang tgah gila skip beat...huhu...kyoko...kawaiiii...

cropping again

hehe...comey kan...sweet je...i love sweet things....

activity bla xleh tdo...

huhu...smlam sakit kpala so tdo awl..then bila terjaga kul 3 pg dh xleh tdo dh...so layan la mei-chan's butler ni.....best....cte dier sweet....n ramai gak laki ensem (thats the 1st criteria b4 watch sbenanye...)....sesape yg nk layan cte ni dipersilakan lah coz sgt best....

my aim...

novel aim aku..huhu...tp xleh bli skang,mebi bli masa pesta buku nanti kot...cm best,tp stil duk cr dia pnya real synopsis....

my family...

now adobe my family photo plak..n again...sy budak br belajar,so br tau but n paste je gmbr tu...td ada gak tulis something kt gmbar tu tp bila save xkuar la plak...biasa la kalo x expert kn...the top picture is my parent,mamat n eshah...my dad dh 80 years old this year...mesti rmai xcaye tu ayah not my atuk...hehe...but thats da truth...my mum plak dah 63 dah...
then the second row plak...from left...my abang yg sulong...zaid...dia ni pnya umur dh 45...then yg second..abdullah...43...then hasnah 41,then zaidah...38,zawiyah 35...
then the bottom row from left...nariza 33, osman 30,yusoff 27, zuhrie 23, n lastly me2 21...
wahhh...ramai kan family ktorang....ni br sibling je...lum masuk ipar duai lagi(tm bh 7 ipar coz yg last tu je yg lum kahwin)...n lum masuk anak sdara gak...ada la dlm 22 orang skang....hehe...besar tul family ktorang...so sekali raya n akalo semua balik kg,ada la dekat nk runtuh rumah tu ngan budak berkejaran...
4 me...best bila ramai adik bradik coz bila rs sengkek skit, leh mintak ngan ramai abang n kakak...hehe...baik punya adikk...(ni la untung jadi anak bongsu)

me n myself

hahaha...dalam banyak2 keje ni aku adobekan photo sendiri...see...setiap kali amik gmbar memang xpenah lekang ngan senyman lah...huhu...leh wat contract ngan colgate ni... 'senyum seindah suria... yang membawa cahya...senyum lah dari hati...dunia mu berseri...'

harap2 betul la dapat bawak cahaya sikit coz seminggu dua ni cam lam kegelapan je...huhu...
thats all 4 now...

bored + tired....

xtau nk buat apa although keje memang berlambak...
huhu...macam mana ni??exam makin dekat..assignment xsiap2..
lab report pun banyak...huhu...mati la cmni...

ALLAH ITU WUJUD

ADA SEORANG LELAKI PERGI KE KEDAI GUNTING RAMBUT UTK MENGGUNTING RAMBUT DAN JANGGUTNYA.

APABILA BARBER ITU MEMULAKAN TUGASNYA, MEREKA PUN BERBORAK DAN BERCAKAP MENGENAI BYK PERKARA.TAPI BILA MEREKA MULA BERBICARA MENGENAI ALLAH,BARBER ITU PUN BERKATA,'' SAYA TAK PERCAYA ALLAH ITU WUJUD.''''KENAPA KAMU KATA BEGITU?'' TANYA SI LELAKI TADI.

CUBA KAMU KELUAR DI TGH JLN ITU DAN TUNJUKKAN PD SAYA BAHAWA ALLAH ITU WUJUD. KALAU BETUL ALLAH WUJUD,KENAPA rAMAI SGT ORG SAKIT KAT LUAR TU? KENAPA MASIH ADA KANAK2 YG TERBIAR? KALAU BETUL ALLAH WUJUD,DAH TENTU TIADA KESAKITAN DAN KEPERITAN HIDUP DLM DUNIA NI. SAYA X DPT BAYANGKAN ALLAH YG MAHA PENYAYANG BOLEH MEMBENARKAN SEMUA INI BERLAKU''.

si LELAKI ITU PUN BERFIKIR SEJENAK. TAPI DIA TIDAK MEMBERI SEBARANG JAWAPAN KERANA TIDAK MAHU MEMULAKAN PERTENGKARAN. SELEPAS BARBER ITU MENGHABISKAN TUGASNYA, SI LELAKI TADI PUN PERGI.

SELEPAS BEBERAPA LANGKAH,SI LELAKI TADI TERNAMPAK SEORG LELAKI BERAMBUT PANJANG,SELEKEH,KOTOR DAN JANGGUT TIDAK TERURUS. SI LELAKI TADI PUN BERPATAH BALIK DAN PERGI SEMULA KE KEDAI GUNTING RAMBUT TADI DAN BERKATA,'' KAMU TAHU TAK YG SEBENARNYE BARBER JGK TIDAK WUJUD?''

''KENAPA KAMU KATA MCM TU? SEDANGKAN SAYA BARU SAJE GUNTING RAMBUT KAMU TADI''.KATA BARBER.''TIDAK!'' KATA SI LELAKI TADI.''KALAU BARBER WUJUD, DAH TENTU TIDAK ADA ORG YG BERAMBUT PANJANG TIDAK TERURUS DAN KOTOR SERTA JANGGUT YG PANJANG DAN KOTOR MCM LELAKI DI TEPI JALAN ITU''.''AH! BARBER MMG WUJUD! LELAKI TU JADI MCM TU SBB DIA TIDAK DTG PADA SAYA UTK MENGGUNTING RAMBUTNYE!''.KATA BARBER.

''TEPAT SEKALI!''. KATA SI LELAKI TADI.''THAT'S THE POINT!. ALLAH JGK WUJUD. ITULAH YG TERJADI (KEPERITAN&PENDERITAAN) JIKA MANUSIA TIDAK MENGINGATINYA DAN KEMBALI PADANYA UTK MEMOHON PERTOLONGAN.''

grab somewhere...

personality test

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth(xpaham) and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.(huhu...cam duk atas pagar la plak)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.(ANYTHING.....huhu, does anything include everything???)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like.(wasting time ni xbagus) If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.(BUT then how you can know the one that u met were the right one??)

Your views on education

Education is very important in life.(so true) You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.(study je...x hard sgt pun)

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.(so true again)

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.(need to...huhu)

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.(its a freaking thing when there's no one to rely on...but independent also important)

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice.(huhu...sure???) People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.(whatever....huhu)

sebab boring so...kita upload gambar lagi...

xtau nk ckp apa...hehe...
eh jap...ada2 "sayangi diri sendiri"
huhu...sebab 2 upload foto sendiri...huhu...papepun...LAYAN...

another unproductive day..(ada ke word unproductive??suka -suki je letak...)

memang sgt xproductive...huhu...pmalas btul la budak ni...dh la esok ada PBL...notes byk lagi xbaca...macam mana ni???

my lovely laptop

betul2 lovely la...hari ni hbis rm392 just utk laptop je...huhu...
bagus2...adoi...dh la smalam br bli bku hrga dua ratus lebih...mati r cmni....
BUT...we hv 2 think positive...apa adv fr that lost???
1) skang RAM laptop dh jadik 2gb...bagus2,makin laju
2) hdd plak dh upgrade jd 250gb (dlu 80gb je)....bagus gak...huhu
makin banyak la moviw yg aku simpan nanti...lagha ni...xbagus la pulak...
3) ada external HDD 80 gb..good...senang nk tranfer barang tp kalo transfer movie je bleh jadi lagha gak ni...huhu...

conclusion...
duit yg dh di spend xleh dpt balik...
always sedar diri ni kt tahap mana utk jadi lagha tu...
Tuhan xtolong orang yang xnk tlong diri sendiri....

huhu.....INSAFI DIRI...HIASI PERIBADI...
ps: tetiba dr cite sal laptop jadi cte sal peribadi lak...huhu..pape pun LAYAN.....

posing lagi...

posing sblm masuk dewan...ok, now kta tgok watak apa yg ada kt cni.....
from left...fairy godmother,pink flower angel,fairy godmother again,purple flower angel,bawang putih n bawang merah....
yg duduk plak...angel xjadi(coz bawak je halo die p xnk pkai) n lastly witch....
kira kami ni agak mengikut tema la kan...all of us ada bawak watak something tp kami2 ni xde la sampai nk g sewa baju coz nk g dinner, pkai je baju yg ada or pinjam ngan kakak or jahit la...
kan bagus tu...jimat....

dinner pose...

comey x....hehe...
describe from left...
the pink one is "flower angel"(faw...)
the peach one is "flower godmother"(idz)
the one with kelubung or whatever it's name is me "fairy godmother"(imm)
and the last white is the "angel"(irr)

hidden meaning of my name....

you are dreamy and distracted

You are very intuitive and wise.(huhu...yeke??)
You understand the world better than most people...(ni pun...betul ke??)
You also have a very active imagination.
You often get carried away with your thoughts...ni cam betul
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy....i'm soooo jealous...
You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals...pulak...

You are a very lucky person.this 1 kalo betul...sgt best...
Things just always seem to go your way.(no comment)
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries.(i do have a lot of worries)
You just hope for the best in life...(evebody does....)
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy.(am i greedy??)
Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.(how???)

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel.(haha..so true)
You're always up to something....ish3
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you...(am nt asking 2 be handled)
You're very intense...huhu..yeke??
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble...this 1 is so true...
But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.(FUN??? who said??)

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.(suave??sexy??haha..anggap jela betul...tp part yang strong tu agak tepat r...smart plak...huhu...ntah...)
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know...bila plak aku g spell world ni...
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak.(meaning???)
Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do...makin xpaham...

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.(free spirit??ghost ke??pe lak nk pagar2 nih)
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.(anggap je la betul)
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care...haha yang ni agak tepat..."too busy having fun"

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.(am i???)
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.(my motto "talk with confident so persuade people")
You have the classic "Type A" personality.(type A blood 'yes' type A personality 'dunno')

You are confident, self assured, and capable.(if n only if aku ni capable...my world will become easier)
You are not easily intimidated.(maybe...)
You master any and all skills easily.(skill apa ni?? menjahit??dah lama lulus...p kalo masak...memang xlulus2 lagi)
You don't have to work hard for what you want..hehe...if n only if...
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it.
And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!(haha...rasanye lum ada yg kna smack down by me lg till now...)

You tend to be pretty tightly wound.
It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.(true3)
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly.
You don't stick with any one thing for very long.(sooo wrong)
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time.
Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.(this 1 xleh nk bangkang...betul la tu...)

dinner dress...

ada ciri2 fairy tale or fantasy x??
anggap je la ada ek...
this is my dress 4 pharmacy dinner...kra ok la coz "thing" kt blakang tu aku jahit sendiri...n without sewing machine...
meaning...???by hand la...huhu...terer x??

my theme???fairy godmother cm lam cinderella tu...tp bila tgok balik xcam fairy god mother pun so bila org tnya apa tema aku... my answer is "my theme is no theme"...huhu
bijak....bijak....

migraine attack...n i hate this helpless condition.

GA

tgah byk assignment ni smpat lg aku layan grey's anatomy...huhu...apa nak jadi la ngan budak ni...
tp kalo stress sgt apa pun xjalan kan...
lam tu aku suka ayat meredith
"he is a brain surgeon and how come he is so brainless??"
haha...entah nape aku suka ayat tu...

blackout!!!!!!

blackout and i'm alone last nite!!!!
seriously...
so scared coz tetiba je bila gelap tu semua benda2 seram muncul kt kpala...
maybe orang len xprasan n xtau pun p.rah blackout smalam coz jadik pun dkt kul 3 pagi...but aku xtdo lagi...sgt cuak,panas,xselesa....
nak tdo pun susah...tp tdo jugak...huhu...
tp serious sgt cuak...jangan la jadik lagi kat aku masa alone sebab memori cip kt kpala ni akan terus bleh function ngan jayanya tuk igt balik cte2 hantu yang penah aku tgok...
jangan pandang blakang(ok la sebab masa part hantu tu aku tutup muka) 40 hr bangkitnya pocong(ni yang xtahan coz masa aku tgok dlu pocong dia pun samar2 je dalam gelap tu)


orang cakap 2 benda bleh ubat segala penyakit...
1)makan
2)tdo
huhu...aku gna ubat kedua tu smalam...tdo n ok la kan.masa to mana kta pk pape....

banyak nye assignment!!!!

memang sgt banyak assignment ni,betul la ckp walter,Rx lect memang sgt perfect in giving assignment...tmbah ngan lab report lg....nak baca lagi....memang xcukup masa lah...
adoi....cmne la nak siapkan semua ni....

lonely

Lonely I'm Ms Lonely,
I have nobody,
for my own
I'm so lonely, I'm Ms. Lonely
I have nobody,
For my own
I'm so lonely n sleepy.....

cannot sleep ...huhu...
then i'm preety sure this girl can't wake up at all...
another non productive day by me...

somone say....

we met,
it was a chance....
we know each other,
it was a luck....
we get close to each other,
it was a decision
we married,
it was a destiny...
we will be together,
that is a promise....

morning everyone...

Selamat pagi....
hari ni bangun agak awal, so ada pagi lagi la...tp assignment bertimbun...
xbest...ish ...cuti2 cmni nk rehat pun xleh...

saturated by tiredness

memang sangat penat la hari ni...
dah la kelas sampai petang,then rajin pulak aku g jalan2 kat sungei wang td(eh jap, nape nama dia sungei ek??bukan sungai...)
1st time in my life kuar jalan n balik malam...sejarah ni...tau dek mak aku ni, 2 hr leter pun belum tentu habis ni...hehe,xpe2 mak xtau...
ni 1st time balik malam so aku br tau orang queue bila nak naik monorail malam2...
nak tergelak pun ada coz nampak cam skematography habes lah...tp pk2 balik bagus gak cam2...xde la berebut2 nak naik monorail tu...
alhamdulillah...selamat gak sampai plaza...
then sekarang penat la yang amat...Tuhan je yang tau..
if n only if there is some1 wait 4 me n bleh picit2 badan time penat2 camni...
Ya Allah nikmatnya...huhu tp lam mimpi je la...mak pun jauh...
miss my mum so much tp xbalik gak coz takut kepenatan tu berganda2 plak nanti...
kna cure kan penat ni dlu...huhu...

If you're.....

“If you're happy and you know it, clap your hands."
“If you're happy and you know it, clap your hands.”
“If you're happy and you know, then your face will surely show. If you're happy and you know it, clap your hands.”

“If you're angry and you know it, stamp your feet.”
“If you're angry and you know it, stamp your feet.”
“If you're angry and you know, then your feet will surely show. If you're angry and you know it, stamp your feet.”

“If you're happy and you know it, shout hooray!”
“Hoo-ray!”
“If you're happy and you know it, shout hooray!”
“Hoo-ray!”
“If you're happy and you know, then your voice will surely show. If you're happy and you know it, shout hooray!”

“Hoo-ray!”

“If you love me and you know it, hide your eyes!”
“If you love me and you know it, hide your eyes.”
“If you love me and you know, then your eyes will surely show. If you love me and you know it, hide your eyes.”

huhu...ni br pnya song...
hide your eyes meaning...go to sleep ke??
haha...
dat 1 i like..huhu

contact lens

Salamulayk.A 21 year old guy, he used to wear a pair of contact lenses, during a barbecue party. While, barbecuing he stared at the fire charcoals continuously for 2-3 minutes. After a few minutes, he started to scream for help and moved rapidly, jumping up and down. No one in the party knew why he was doing this ? Then he admitted into the Hospital, the doctor said he'll be blind permanently because of the contact lenses that he had worn. Contact lenses are made by plastics, and the heat from the charcoal melted his contact lenses. DO NOT WEAR CONTACT LENSES WHERE OVERHEATING AND FLAMES ARE CONCERNED... .OR WHILE COOKING...! Friends if u feel the information is important. Please pass this message to all your near & dear ones. Wallahua'lam.

busiest week...

aku rasa ni la minggu paling bz sepanjang sem ni, kejenya ya ampun, xhabis 1 datng lagi bukan 1, tp bertimbun...xmenang tangan n xcukup masa....penatnye Tuhan jela yang tau...ni la padahnye tangguh kerja..skang, dh pening xtau nk buat mana 1 dlu...kepala pun time ni la dia nk sakit...xsupportive btul...

Ya Allah pinjamkanlah hambaMu ini sedikit kekuatan dan kesabaran untuk menyiapkan kerja2 yang xpernah nak menyusut ni... Dan kurniakan hambaMu ini kesihatan supaya segala urusan dapat dilakukan tanpa halangan....Amin....